the day you left

...a raving thought with no end...
...it's a crying shame...
...to bend...
...your...
...best side...

...a part i give to you...
...to you...alone...
...a side so pure to me...
...you wouldn't know...

...your scars you left behind...
...for me to sow again...
...my mind...
...an empty...
...wasteland...

...a part i gave to you...
...to you...alone...
...you threw it all away...
...'cos now you...know...

by Pedro Rebelo

girl

come on girl come play
a little game named
killing day.
everything reminding the
day should die.
the light, birds,
colours, sounds,
love, happyness, everything
bright should die.

come on girl push up
your memory, and remember
that lovely day were you said
no longer love me...
that was the time my sweet,
short life ended.
that was the time
i stopped feeling.

and now all love
makes me sick.
i think in all the possibilities
to call you: murderer!!!!
no past, present,
future, nothing.
a not feeling of non existence
shall we call it a ghost?

come on girl, look
at the timeless hole you have put me through.
feel what i can´t feel for you.
the hate, anger,
sadness, tears,
and tell me: how does it feel?

come on you miserable angel,
sucker of feelings.
without response the feelings
you have will desapear.
and you´ll be just like me.

by Adílio Sousa

what, who am I?

skipping in my mind, i try to find all my dreams.
try to catch them, but they seem to fly away.
we all have something to search for,
we all have something to create.
but when we realize it´s not worth it,
we ask: why to be born?

we rip our minds trying to find one more dream,
it give us the power to find out, dreams are just dreams.
life is something we can´t rule,
something we get when we are born.
i see this world full with life,
but i still don´t know the meaning of it.

thoughts, our answer to the unknown,
knowledge, brings us the present.
and we search for something,
were time is nothing.
somewhere in this words we´ll find out,
a sarcastic end to an inexistence life.

i am here, i live,
but i don´t know what i am.
i have a name, i have a soul,
but i don´t know who i am.

by Adílio Sousa

parallel world

she has a pure white skin,
she seems a red hair angel.
when she is dancing,
she is like a cloud with the wind.
why is love so unreal?

but she fucks another guy,
she thinks i want to fuck her too.
i just want to ask: why?
why can´t we fly as butterflies?
why no one believes in love?

kick me, hurt me, be with me.
take my eyes, take my soul,
i want the parallel world.

i don´t want to know you,
i want magic moments.
i don´t want to love you,
i learned something in my youth,
love is just for the lonely ones.

close your eyes, die to the world.
and give me what i want, a dream

kick me, hurt me, be with me.
take my eyes, take my soul,
i want the parallel world.

by Adílio Sousa

dreams

i whispper you a touch, just to feel you.
you give me a sweet kiss...
i must say i´ve never felt such a warm desire.

we go in the night, to the fields.
we see the moon shining, stars flying,
and we as one.

we make love in the fields, and we are happy,
just happy.
i look at the sky and i start wondering.

i start wondering, all this pictures,
all this love...
was a dream, just one more dream.

by Adílio Sousa

high

i think i´m getting insane,
i think i´m getting out of my mind,
i can´t be with you,
and to forget i´m always high.

to be with the birds, to be in the sky,
i´m always high.
to be in loved or just to smile,
i´m always high.

i don´t want to became gay,
but you are so far away.
they all try to get my ass,
but my answer is: i just want to get high.

to sing, to cry, to pray.
to touch you, to be with you in a virtual way.
i just want to get high.

I want to be with you
i want to give you a little smoke.
you´ll see the brightness of life,
and you´ll be high just with me

here, there, everywhere.
in the lake, in the sea, in the sky.
in mars, in venus, in the sun.
with you, with him, with her.
i just want to get high.

by Adílio Sousa

deadly love

I want to be your sun,
and give you a little glance of my light.
I want to be your tears,
and taste your warm lips.
i was chosen to be your heaven,
to bring you near me.
i was chosen to be your killer,
so you love no one but me.

please give me something of your soul,
and i´ll be your angel.
i´ll tell you all my truth,
why don´t you tell me all your lies?
i was chosen to be your heaven,
to bring you near me.
i was chosen to be your killer,
so you love no one but me.

between trees, between birds
i´ll make you understand.
ill try with all my love
hit you with the bullet of love.
death is the only way,
were we can be happy.
so i´ll kiss you, so i´ll love you.
so we rest in peace.

by Adílio Sousa

burning love

all this years I´ve been waiting,
for whom, for what, I can´t dream.
may I say, can I say, the wait is over.
is it real? is it not? you enter in my life.

birds start to sing, trees start to dance.
from the sky a rain of roses.
birds start to sing, trees start to dance.
just because you are here.

kisses burning the air.
thoughts, just thoughts and wishes.
someday you will became
my twin soul.

birds start to sing, trees start to dance.
oh God!! I´m scared.
birds start to sing, trees start to dance.
I can´t stand much more pain!

who cares if we can´t be?
fighting life, fighting pain.
burn...love...burn...love...
never wanted to think!!!
burn...love...burn...burn...

by Adílio Sousa

alone

I look in the sun another warm chance.
I search in the moon another dark romance.
so I can say that I´m not alone.
I try with my hand grab something in time.
can be small as a little ant, enough to make me fell alive.

you and me, me and you, two crying souls,
must be together in this world.

I don´t know what I´m looking for,
something unreal, something to adore.
somthing that I will find in Gods hill.
so I can say that I´m not alone.

by Adílio Sousa

acidman

I am the acidman. I´m the one that rides the wind

when closer to God.

I´m the one that digs a hole in my mind.

I can scream to God without sound.

because I´m the acidman

I´m the acidman. I have my world in a big hill,

where I jump to my suconscient.

I´m the one that fucks to the world, whenever I´m high.

I´m the new ancient.

I´m the acidman, and I´ll certainly die.

I´m the acidman. I laugh from your world

were you are a scream.

I can´t hear, because I´m in my bed of cream

looking for the virtual one.

I´m the acidman

I´m the acidman. My apocalypse will be when

I die full of "life".

Someday i´ll never leave from my world,

I´ll die full of acid, and became the real one

I´m the acidman, I´ll certainly die

by Adílio Sousa

uma simples canção de amor

tu que me fizeste sorrir,
que me deste a esperança de amar,
que me tiraste da solidão,
um anjo que me fez sorrir.

e em breve me fazes sonhar,
que vale a pena viver.
um sentimento que me deste a ver,
mas que eu não soube controlar.

ensina-me a voar...
ensina-me a viver...
ensina-me a sentir...
o que é o amor.

a rosa que eu te dei,
que não soube entregar.
as palavras que faltaram
numa noite de luar.

por isso eu te peço,
junta-te a mim
em direcção ao paraíso
aprender a amar.

ensina-me a voar...
ensina-me a viver...
ensina-me a sentir...
ensina-me a amar...

by Adílio Sousa

vida, amor, solidão

nas entranhas de um abismo
sente-se a minha alma,
sem saber o que fazer,
sem saber o que sentir.
a escuridão...
tomou posse de mim,
os meus sentimentos,
que a vida recusou,
deixaram de existir.
porque a vida é uma palavra
que deixou de ter significado para mim.

os pássaros já não cantam,
as árvores já não dançam,
o vento sopra e leva
e a saudade traz.
as recordações...
de alguém, uma pessoa,
que amei e amo
mas que o destino
não deixou amar.
porque o amor é uma palavra
que deixou de ter significado para mim.

por favor deixem-me
viver a escuridão.
deixem-me perceber
a negra luz do ser.
a dor...
e o sofrimento
que o amor traz
nunca mais irei sentir
porque jamais irei amar.
porque a solidão é uma palavra.

by Adílio Sousa